Monday, August 29, 2011

Alive



alive |əˈlīv|
adjective [ predic. ]
1 (of a person, animal, or plant) living, not dead : hopes of finding anyone still alive were fading | he was kept alive by a feeding-tube.
• (of a feeling or quality) continuing in existence : keeping hope alive.
• continuing to be supported or in use : militarism was kept alive by pure superstition

I'm losing my shit. I am the maker of bad decisions. I am frustrated. I'm skimping on my meds. I'm skimping on sleep. I'm drinking too much. I'm bored. I'm responsible for everything in my life. I'm not responsible enough. I'm too alive to live.

3 comments:

avesse said...

Drukkie? (This post could have been written about me too.)

Unknown said...

'n Drukkie onder 'n boom, asseblief.

avesse said...

*sug*

As Johannesburg maar net so bietjie nader was...

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