escapism |iˈskāpˌizəm|
noun
the tendency to seek distraction and relief from unpleasant realities, esp. by seeking entertainment or engaging in fantasy.
noun
the tendency to seek distraction and relief from unpleasant realities, esp. by seeking entertainment or engaging in fantasy.
The worst
part about defaulting to writing in times of crisis or happiness is the
crippling awareness that your medium is limiting. The vocabulary of a single
language simply can’t express the degrees of human emotion accurately. Of
course a fortunate few - a poet here and there, Márquez in his genius - manage
to come close, but the rest of us have to find a little manoeuvring room within
the boundaries of our abilities, like exercising in jail.
I’m like a
thin layer of Marmite on cold toast today. Words hide from me, thoughts scuttle
away to dark corners where I can’t reach them. I escape from my infirmity by
allowing shades of green to captivate me, by succumbing to the allure of
afternoon light, by dwelling on moments of pleasure and delight long past.
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